let's put up some.
1. finish school.
2. get a job.
3. get a little cute apartment with lots of plants and big windows and crystals and wind chimes and dream catchers and pretty stuff.
4. die. FOREVER ALONE. with cats chewing on my rotting corpse.
it's frustrating looking up jobs online and seeing the requirements. outgoing/can handle stress/interested in people/service minded/drivers license/AT LEAST highschool graduate/experience/etc.
ohi. introvert, anxious, idgafaboutotherpeopleunlesstheyreSPESHUL, will never get a drivers license because of costs and because i refuse contributing more than i already do for the death of the earth, dropped out of school in 8th grade, worked one summer month and skipped at least a week of that.
and i'm perfectly fine the way i am and will not take a job that will drive me into a wall. my psychological health is the most important to me and i will not risk it for money. probably naive and dumb, but i just don't understand why people live the way they do and why society works like this. makes me sick.
3 episodes of in treatment to go.