31/08/2013
i cant/didnt try to sleep so survey yay
01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
funny badass awesomehotsauce and he put effort into breaking through all of my fucking walls.
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
my ears are in some pain right now because of my headphones. awesome headphones otherwise. steelseries yeahhh.
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
wow i suck i shouldn't be here why am i not with my new classmates partying
04: what are you listening to?
ONEUL BAM MICHIN DEUSHI JOM EULLJYEO (???) MAJIMAK NARIN GEOL CHEOREOM DEULGYO (??????) KEUREGA NAJUNGE HUE EOBSEO KEUREGA NAJUNGE HUE EOBSEO I LIKE TO PARDAY I LIKE TO PARDAYYYYYY fak korena
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
going to bed because then i cant blast music into my head
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
in sid meier's civilization v
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
no sigh
08: sex on the first date?
i don't date wtf is dating but i don't think so even if i wanted to i would be too awkward ha ha
09: kiss on the first date?
if they initiate possibly?!??!! thank bf i don't need to think about shit like this
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
yeah
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
fuck yeah but uhm could be easier you know
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
yeah sigh BE MY FRAND HOLD MY HAND BE PATIENT WITH ME KEEP APPROACHING ME etc shit i'm not easy to become friends with
13: what are three things you did today?
cried
cried
cried
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
at a friend's because this place is just no
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
i don't like gum much but uhm peppermint is fine
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
"friends" not really but on decent terms i suppose? no contact really
17: what is on your wrists right now?
hairband scars
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
yes sigh
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
yes cries
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
i think maybe everyone constantly fuck
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
ha ha ha yes but i don't consider it "wasted" per se. i'm content with my choices. regrets are pointless.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
nope but sign language is dope teach me
23: how have you felt today?
superlow superhigh
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
UK pounds?????? i put it in my bank account until i manage to decide what exo merch to spend it on or possibly fallingdesign/mykimchi4u things
25: what is wrong with you right now?
if only i knew
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
disappointment isn't something i dwell on much but yes sigh
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
wtf is jamba juice and i've never had starbucks so idk neither
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
it was just the way it was, i had to move on to another place in life
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
i can't remember but i don't think it was that late
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
physically or?
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
tumblr
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
school getting started, settling into routines, FALL HEYYYYYYYYYYYY
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
no
34: are you a patient person?
yeah
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
going on three years
36: favorite color?
black always works, green is fantastic, blue is cool too in the right shades
37: did you have a dream last night?
yeah i had a nightmare. not cool.
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
yes
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
i don't want to cuddle rn but hey bf are you up for this
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
define "love" and "related" but one kind of love yeah
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
tell me i will love you for liking me
42: do you like meeting new people?
ha haaaaaaaaaaaa shit this is complicated but i suppose when it comes down to it no because i always fuck it up but if i didn't fuck it up then i would love it
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
i was yes
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
i do what the fuck i want to my body ok
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yeah but my boyfriend has nebulae in his eyes beat that
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
only every second always sigh
funny badass awesomehotsauce and he put effort into breaking through all of my fucking walls.
02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
my ears are in some pain right now because of my headphones. awesome headphones otherwise. steelseries yeahhh.
03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
wow i suck i shouldn't be here why am i not with my new classmates partying
04: what are you listening to?
ONEUL BAM MICHIN DEUSHI JOM EULLJYEO (???) MAJIMAK NARIN GEOL CHEOREOM DEULGYO (??????) KEUREGA NAJUNGE HUE EOBSEO KEUREGA NAJUNGE HUE EOBSEO I LIKE TO PARDAY I LIKE TO PARDAYYYYYY fak korena
05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
going to bed because then i cant blast music into my head
06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
in sid meier's civilization v
07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
no sigh
08: sex on the first date?
i don't date wtf is dating but i don't think so even if i wanted to i would be too awkward ha ha
09: kiss on the first date?
if they initiate possibly?!??!! thank bf i don't need to think about shit like this
10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
yeah
11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
fuck yeah but uhm could be easier you know
12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
yeah sigh BE MY FRAND HOLD MY HAND BE PATIENT WITH ME KEEP APPROACHING ME etc shit i'm not easy to become friends with
13: what are three things you did today?
cried
cried
cried
14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
at a friend's because this place is just no
15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
i don't like gum much but uhm peppermint is fine
16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
"friends" not really but on decent terms i suppose? no contact really
17: what is on your wrists right now?
hairband scars
18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with?
yes sigh
19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
yes cries
20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
i think maybe everyone constantly fuck
21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
ha ha ha yes but i don't consider it "wasted" per se. i'm content with my choices. regrets are pointless.
22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
nope but sign language is dope teach me
23: how have you felt today?
superlow superhigh
24: you receive £60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
UK pounds?????? i put it in my bank account until i manage to decide what exo merch to spend it on or possibly fallingdesign/mykimchi4u things
25: what is wrong with you right now?
if only i knew
26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
disappointment isn't something i dwell on much but yes sigh
27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
wtf is jamba juice and i've never had starbucks so idk neither
28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
it was just the way it was, i had to move on to another place in life
29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
i can't remember but i don't think it was that late
30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
physically or?
31: what were you doing an hour ago?
tumblr
32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
school getting started, settling into routines, FALL HEYYYYYYYYYYYY
33: are you wearing jeans right now?
no
34: are you a patient person?
yeah
35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
going on three years
36: favorite color?
black always works, green is fantastic, blue is cool too in the right shades
37: did you have a dream last night?
yeah i had a nightmare. not cool.
38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
yes
39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be?
i don't want to cuddle rn but hey bf are you up for this
40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
define "love" and "related" but one kind of love yeah
41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
tell me i will love you for liking me
42: do you like meeting new people?
ha haaaaaaaaaaaa shit this is complicated but i suppose when it comes down to it no because i always fuck it up but if i didn't fuck it up then i would love it
43: are you afraid of falling in love?
i was yes
44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
i do what the fuck i want to my body ok
45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
yeah but my boyfriend has nebulae in his eyes beat that
46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
only every second always sigh
27/08/2013
25/08/2013
what
it's the 25th. orientation on 27th. :| euuuuuuuuuuuuuugh. sooooo. tolga left 2 weeks ago and then i was super depressed and im still kinda depressed but at least i can get myself to shower and brush my teeth now. the first days were easier because THE INTERNATIONALLLLL 3 so i was just busy watching that and enjoying bailey's. just about getting back into all of the routines. everything still sucks but uhm. it's getting better. i just hoped i would be back to 100% normal by the time school starts? but i am so not okkk. the first week is just fun activities that i'm not completely sure i'll attend because i'm short on money and need to be careful with how much i travel until i get study aid and can get a subway card but also because i'm awkward as fuck. i wish i knew someone who's starting too so we can hold hands until all of the social dynamics settle haaaa. :( i'm hoping some other people feel the same? or is it just me? i am clueless to how people work but ah well. exo has been good kids and distracting me lately, since they opened their bwcw collab store earlier this month letter projects have been created cus you can drop them off at the store so i've been writing some of those. i'm really have with my d.o. letter but the rest of them are just.... poop. HAHAHA SORRY. anyway the big 3 have solo artists promoting rn which is amazing tbh, SM with Henry, YG with Seungri and JYP with Sunmi. and ALL OF THEM ARE AMAZING. lots of good music to dig to this month. when tolga was here i took a liking bailey's and i'm craving it so bad but i can't afford it HA :( i need to buy some groceries today so i'm gonna buy some bailey's ice cream also. omnomnomnom. i have nothing to say really. looking forward to school starting and at the same time not. so now i cooooooome to yooooooooou with brooooooooooken aaaaarms etc.
08/08/2013
07/08/2013
04/08/2013
endless sighs
tolga is leaving soon :( few days :( the closer it gets the more :( i become :( unbearable.
hey btw exo.
isn't it perfect? it's perfect.
hey btw exo.
isn't it perfect? it's perfect.
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