29/11/2009

mmmmhm


http://davidhorvitz.tumblr.com/
(i should stalk tumblrs more often)

baby baby



he improved so much if you compare to the earlier recordings of him singing this song. even though he made a small mistake at one time. i never get tired of this song.

내 눈엔 너만 보여

LA.




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they must've practised the choreography all night.
no energy at all. they look so out of shape, espescially Onew.
this has happened during every title song they've promoted.
누너예, 산소너, 아미고, Juliette. (didn't follow their activities closely during Juliette-days but i'm sure this happened then too)
they hit a wall where they always seem tired and their voices crack and miss choreography. of course it's understandable, with their schedule and the fact that 1 member is currently down with the flu, and 2 members just recovered, and they've just returned from the Phillipines. i feel their contracts need a look at. if SHINee's contract is anywhere close to TVXQ's i'll friggen sue SM myself. (ok maybe not. i can't afford lawyers. D:) but they seriously need a break. if only for one or two weeks, it'd do them good. :/

my little eye spy JongKey @ 2:15. aw.

...

it's sunday today. of course bank's closed. what's wrong with me. ㅡㅡ;
i always mix up days and it never bothers me much.
but i just put on clothes and walked outside for nothing.

stupid.

yawn

i need to get my ass over to the bank.
......................... /blank stare at computer screen
erika get your ass out of the chair.
네~ 간다... ㅎ_ㅎ

28/11/2009

i am bored. just finished watching New Moon. it was decent.
restless. meh. reading useless threads on AionSource is a great way to spend time. i watched 9 earlier today. like first half of the movie. decided i didn't like it much. tbh it was quite creepy. currently downloadinggg.... Ghost Whisperer S05E05-E09. thinking about watching District 9, Pandorum and Public Enemies. will probably just end up playing Ether Saga. going back to the endless grind.. for tonight.

23/11/2009

öhm

jag hade en sån sjukt mysig dröm.
sen vaknade jag. tänkte lite på den.
somnade om.

så var den inte mysig längre. -_-

21/11/2009

ugh

trummor och demonstrationer utanför. högljutt. huvudvärk.

i made an elyos sorcerer on perento last night.
i played sorc during the first closed beta weekends, but never really enjoyed it that much. i realized why! all you do is stand still, fire high dps and that's it. but it's quite relaxing. my ranger is getting on my nerves now. i don't feel like grinding at all. it's hard to find good grind spots. :/ level 37 seems so very far away. guess it's for the best though, gives me time to run ft to farm money. i won't be able to afford my skill books. ha. D:

18/11/2009

sallyscott


http://www.sallyscott.com/

:D

i'm going on ABC starting tomorrow.
i feel motivated! woo.



i miss my Shounen Club/Johnny's Jr. days, lmao. i remember my fangirling of Ya-ya-yah's old show. i started out watching the old episodes, then i saw one of the newer ones and realized Yabu was hot. i still don't like his voice though. ._. everything got ruined when they split YYY and created Hey! Say! 7 and then Hey! Say! JUMP. why, JE. WHY. -_-

rawr


HEY SEXY. losing 8kg eating only tofu for 2 weeks?
if i liked tofu i'd totally try that out.
희님 보고싶다.

12/11/2009

-_-



that's the wire to my SteelSeries Siberia microphone.
i might just kill that cat. someone buy me Razer Armadillo 2 for christmas. i'm desperate.

09/11/2009

i miss you


listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for you
listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for you

listening to 1:59PM. chills all over.
i keep imagining Jay's voice.

come back ffs. you're the worst leader ever. you should've stood up for yourself, but you just left your group, your fans, and ran away back home to the us. how could you do that to us? i hate you. i miss you.

this whole album is just painful. they should've re-recorded the old songs and let junsu or someone take jay's lines. i can't stand listening to them anymore.

LG XNOTE Aion Edition


i saw an interesting ad on naver today. it linked me to this page. i clicked some more and found this.
i've been hyperventilating. jhsfksdhgfjkdskfjsd. NEED. my korean is too bad so i don't get if you can only win it through that review event or if LG will actually put it in stores. but omg i'd do anything for it. 1st place gets the laptop, 2nd to 6th place gets a monitor and 7th to 107th place gets 2 tickets to max movie. sad. D:

06/11/2009

q.



where did thursday go?
note to self; re-dl alice nine.'s live dvds.

dingdong

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this post has no meaning what-so-everr.

04/11/2009

lulemo

yesterday i seriously considered suicide, for the first time in a very, very long time. mom makes me sick. i can't believe she gave birth to me when she doesn't even want me. she's not my mom in any way. "mom" is something i learned to call her, but i never felt she was. i'm just someone who lives under the same roof as her. yet she keeps insisting with controlling me, and at the same time she wants me to be grown up and do everything by myself. right, well. how about handing me some 10k so i can move to singapore? yes? no? no? ok then, i'll just feed off you until you die. just like a parasite, cause that's exactly what i am. i can't wait to get out of this hell. i mean, i really can not wait. my whole body is itching to get out of here. i could rip my skin apart, but that would leave scars, so i won't. i just made dollar bite my hand. it hurt really bad, and i smiled. LOL. freak. :) it felt good. pain equals happiness. really though, i miss how miserable i was. life was so easy. slitting my wrists, going to school, laughing with friends, feeling a panic attack coming and locking myself in the school bathroom, skipping class while walking home in the rain. i really do miss it a lot.

03/11/2009

no happy

10 YEARS UNTIL WE GET 100MB/S INTERNET? WHAT? I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT THAT LONG. /STABS GOVERNMENT YOU SHOULD'VE THOUGHT ABOUT THIS DECADES AGO. I WISH I WAS BORN IN KOREA. -__- this is how you lose residents. slow internet.

erm.
so.

mom's good at hiding things.
but i'm better at finding them. ;)
though i walked past the place she hid my network adapter like a million times thinking "nah she wouldn't hide it there". that's happened quite a few times now. i need to change my attitude, lol. anyway it took me 40 minutes to find it so.... ugh.


................... OH MY FUCKING GOD JONGHYUN CAUGHT THE SWINE FLU. NUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MY BABY. ;_; (why am i calling him baby -_- Taemin is baby. Jonghyun is oppa. "My oppa" sounds hilarious. it's Baby Baby's fault. oo i need to listen to that song..) it's not that it's THE swine flu, but that it's any flu at all. i can't stand seeing my SHINee boys sick. sickness+tons of activities=not not NOT good. 종현오빠 힘내세요 ㅠㅠ
tons of fandom updates last night... Wonder Girls' are sick of performing Nobody (so am i), 2PM released Tired of Waiting(brb lj), Jaejoong, Junsu and Yoochun apparently did NOT have this interview about the SM vs JJY (lul) thingy or did these statements, "G-Dragon's album no longer suited for minors" LOL Korea, f(x) starting performances of Chu~(insert heart) this week OMG OMG OMG, and that's it. Jesus, i couldn't ever live without allkpop.

ETA
only Jonghyun's taking a break from promoting Ring Ding Dong.. the other boys will continue to perform with 4 members. i can't imagine it o_o Ring Ding Dong without Jonghyun's 사실 난 불안해-line. it's one of my favorite parts in the song. who'll take over it? Onew? Key? i'd like to see Taemin do that line even though i know he couldn't do it as good as Jonghyun. erm nevermind. i'm pretty sure this is how it'll work out. :)

original part;
(Jonghyun) 사실 난 불안해 어떻게 날 보는지
(Taemin & Key) 어쩌면 어쩌면 내게 호감을 갖고 있는지 몰라
(Onew) 이토록 안절부절 할 수밖에 없어
(Jonghyun) 돌이킬 수 없는 걸

possible edits;
(Onew) 사실 난 불안해 어떻게 날 보는지
(Taemin & Key) 어쩌면 어쩌면 내게 호감을 갖고 있는지 몰라
(Onew) 이토록 안절부절 할 수밖에 없어
(Key or Onew) 돌이킬 수 없는 걸

i hope they don't sacrifice the 어쩌면 어쩌면-part. i can't live without it, and Taemin and Key does it perfectly. this will interesting.

 ETA2
SM IS BOYCOTTING MAMA. at first i was like "OMG WHAT" (i actually shouted :x sorry neighbours) but then i went YAY GO SM. i don't approve nor trust Mnet's methods of selecting winners either, so i'm happy and ok with it. they better not be boycotting Golden Disk awards, though. GDA isn't as big of a show as Mnet's award shows (i need to download SHINee's cuts from MKMF last year gosh i'm crying just thinking about it) but the nominations are more fair and you can trust them to actually give the awards to artists that do deserve it. i'm hoping for SHINee to catch the digital bonsang or the inkisang, but at the same time i'm doubting they'll get it. actually i'm pretty sure they won't. but at least they were nominated. /glares at MAMA. i want MKMF back. i want SHINee to win the shininsang once again. ......mostly because i want to see Jonghyun cry. i'm sorry, Jonghyun. but i love seeing you cry ._. you're so beautiful. i'm a freak. lol. T_T

02/11/2009

jesus..


i wonder if NCSoft would ever consider hiring me to design their earrings.
they need to change. or AT LEAST fix a hide earrings-function.
oh and my new gears are hot, though i need new gloves..