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Dagens humör: tråk, tråk, sömnig, tråk
Dagens borde: handla, städa, duscha
Dagens frisyr: allt stoppat in i en tomteluva.
Dagens klädsel: tröja och mysbyxis
Dagens planer: spela Aion. har inte loggat in än......
Dagens materiella vill ha: Special K
Dagens längtan: chips, pojkvän. jag grät! haha.
Dagens fundering: varför har mamma varit så jobbig på senaste tiden?
Dagens beroende: U-KISS MV teaser, Ivy's Touch Me MV
Dagens tråkigaste: se på teve till 6 på morgonen, sova till 11 eller så. se på teve, somna om.
Dagens personer: Key och Eli. RAWR.
Dagens roliga: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHzHwnNSKmk HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Dagens låt: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ukerE0Nsr-8



people say "without an education you won't get a real job".
that's a lie.
without an education you won't get a job, period.



one of the most beautifully animated music videos ever..
can't get enough of it.


where are you?

this song is one of the most beautiful songs ever.. i remember playing mahjong titans all night listening to this and Fanny Fink's River. i..... really need the snow to come soon. i want stay up all night doing whatever.. i have a feeling i'll be reading a lot this winter, and playing Harpan, haha. and then falling asleep around 7 in the morning, waking up to the sun shining and the snow sparkling. jesus.. i still have this dream i had last winter pierced in my brain! i can remember almost every detail of it.. i wish i was creative so i could make a painting or collage or something. and a short movie about another dream i had.. i can be creative if i want to, if i have the means to let it out.. but i don't have any so nvm. xD


그런 일은 없겠지만 니 마음이 변해 날 떠난다 해도 나는 널 잊지 못한다는 걸 알아?



she's pretty. oh yes, she is. ily, 설리야. let's marry.


so fucking bored.
i fucking hate sweden so much.
i want to live in a perfect country with perfect politics with perfect people with perfect lifes.
lives? who cares.

Dan Brown is cute. i really need to finish reading The Lost Symbol.
wooo full interview with Dan Brown at 7:45 tomorrow...

no way i'm going to wake up that early just to watch that! :(


Jay is an idiot.
why'd he have to leave.
/kicks Jay's ass
come back.
we love you

and that's all that matters.

i hate 2PM1:59. i can't stand watching videos with any of the 2PM members. but now i'm downloading 2:00 Time for change and i'm going to force myself to listen through it. and cry when i hear Jay's voice.


and no, i will not respect his decision. i did at first. but i never realized what a loss it was. (i was blind. he used to be my favorite member? wow, i'm a real fan. -_-) 2PM will never be 2PM without Leader Jay. how could they even let him leave. i don't understand anything. but i do understand Hottest. if only a tiny bit, i do understand.



i've been playing tons of Aion lately. haven't been reading much.. need to finish The Lost Symbol soon so i can start reading The Host.. anyway. Aion!!!!!!! playing ranger is so much fun! i love it. i just turned lv15 today. 2 lvs / day seems like a good pace to play.. not too fast to enjoy the game and not too slow to get bored :) also been killing gigantic boxes twice the past days. so much fun! got a sword the first time, and a shield the second. hoping i get to finish the box off by myself sometime to get all the loot.. haha. anyway. back to Aion!


svenska för faen

klockan är 00:02. jag gick och lade mig vid 23:20, men kan inte sova. orden bara svävar runt i huvudet på mig. jag tror jag väckte mamma. förlåt. jag undrar om jag kommer kunna vara vaken om nätterna när jag blir "vuxen" också. när jag fått stadigt jobb, barn, är gift osv. men det tvivlar jag på att jag kommer få. ingen utbildning, inget jobb. jag tvivlar på att det kommer hålla med min pojkvän, jag menar... jag är ju jag. jag vet ingenting. eller jo, jag vet att jag borde gjort en massa val i mitt liv annorlunda. om jag kunde skulle jag vilja leva om mitt liv. men det är ju omöjligt, och jag skulle nog gjort lika dåliga val då också. så jag skyller på mamma, att jag blev såhär. allt är hennes fel. att jag började må dåligt (ok, bara 80% sant, jag mådde ju dåligt innan jag flyttade hit), att jag slutade gå till skolan, att jag gav upp, att jag aldrig haft några drömmar eller mål.. allt är hennes fel. men nu ljuger jag. det är faktiskt mitt eget fel. jag förstörde mitt liv. jag kommer inte få något av det jag vill med mitt liv, nu får jag ligga som jag bäddat. på asfalten med en spräck skalle, troligen. det ända jag lever för, är musik, spel och kärlek. om det ens är kärlek. förlorar jag det, det jag kallar "kärlek", så betyder musik och spel ingenting. jag skulle dö. men egentligen skulle jag nog fortsätta leva samma sorgliga liv som nu. i alla fall tills mamma sparkar ut mej på gatan. för då! då dör jag.

Fanny Fink's River på repeat. imorgon ska jag plugga engelsk grammatik. anledningen? ; jag hatar grammatik. men om jag kan ordentlig grammatik, kanske jag kan börjar skriva. även om jag inte har något att skriva om. jag tror jag har världens torraste fantasi. jag menar.. under en svenska lektion i 7:an skrev jag lite på en "berättelse", med Aoi och Reita i the GazettE. Aoi kidnappade Reita i en säck. jag har ingen aning. jag kommer också ihåg en uppgift vi hade på lågstadiet eller mellanstadiet, man skulle komma på en "berättelse" med en klasskamrat och rita till den. eller nåt sånt, jag kommer inte ihåg. jag och Hannes blev ihop parade, och självklart var det han som hittade på och ritade allting. men det var länge sedan..

ursch. nu ska jag vira in mej i mitt täcke, sätta på mej tomteluvan och läsa dan brown's nya bok. om den är bra så ska jag spendera pengar på den. det är han värd. "All rituals, science, artwork, and monuments in this novel are real." visst är det underbart? verklighet. bara man hade lite sådant i sitt liv.

"his voice soft like falling snow." hur låter en röst som är mjuk som fallande snö?

jag vill lära mej latin.



Dagens humör: tråk, rastlös
Dagens borde: handla, duscha
Dagens frisyr: morgonfrissa, oprydlig hästsvans. orka borsta!
Dagens klädsel: skjorta och tights.
Dagens planer: hade inga. tar alltid dagarna som dom kommer.
Dagens materiella vill ha: YOGHURT.
Dagens längtan: pojkvän plzkthx. + Aion, såklart.
Dagens fundering: varför måste mamma förstöra mitt liv.
Dagens beroende: te.
Dagens tråkigaste: öhm. typ. spela harpan medans jag kollade på Fringe. Fringe är underbart, men blir så rastlös om jag bara sitter och kollar så jag måste göra nått annat samtidigt. då ligger ju datorn's kortspel nära tillhands.
Dagens personer: mig själv?
Dagens roliga: "안녕, Pussycat!" Jag asgarvade.
Dagens låt: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7RhDR-ks6vI

i love this necklace

screw you, html. :(



hrrrr......... last night i watched lots of beautiful stuff. (: Makoto Shinkai! watched The Place Promised In Our Early Days, 5 Centimetres Per Second and She And Her Cat. didn't feel like watching Voices of a distant star.. don't really like it that much. but i pretty much cried throughout the whole 5cm/s xD so beautiful! i really need to download the OST again. also watched some extras. Shinkai's cute, rofl. he's amazing. :) if i ever become a millionaire i'll get all his stuff on DVD. + the OSTs. anyway i got to bed around 3:20am. i woke up at 1pm.. but i thought it was around 9-10 cause i was exhausted and it was so grey outside i thought it was morning, lol. i had planned to watch Dream Concert live but meh.. didn't happen. a bit disappointed. hopefully there will be HD downloads on livejournal, at least for SHINee. i've been really fangirling SHINee lately, hearing about the news of their comeback. it feels so...... right! i haven't been into fandom like this for such a long time. i also checked my character on Aion today. (on the website, still DLing game.....) turns out I.N kicked me out. :/ too bad. i really need to get a job and earn some money so i can renew my subscription. but i registered on a Pserver today. if i enjoy it more than the retail i might stick with it and not renew my sub, hm. we'll see in time. D-8



It has been brought to my attention that baby sea turtles are utterly and unequivocally awesome.
- Owl City


nothing can stop me from loving you

내가 살아가는 그 이유


Today I was unlocking my dorm room when two of the building's security officers walked by. I wasn't paying attention to them until I heard one say, "-if they ask, I'll just tell them I'm a Muggle." I am now convinced my dorm has protection from wizards, and therefore feel much safer. MLIA



(this picture is amazing btw)

omg i can't wait for the other boys' pictures. espescially Key's.


Idol Big Show fashion

NO. 2 & 3 = MINE. in my dreams. ;_;

kjhfkjhsfksfhskdhfksd /drool @ everything in this pic. the Kaikai Kiki flowers are designed by Takashi Murakami! omg! i knew i recognized the design..

haaaaaaaaaa.. BSX hoodies. :| if i had money i would buy a green one.. lol i just realized they're actually selling them.. 57k won at naver. that's almost 400sek.. so expensive. -_-


Today I bought a box of unicorn bandaids. According to the box they are made with real unicorn tears for extra healing power. MLIA


favorite words atm.



smexhaired Sungmin + longhaired Seogun + Japanese porn = happiness
i miss Sungmin's hair lalalalalalalalalalalala.

cave in

If the bombs go off, the sun will still be shining
Because we've heard it said that every mushroom cloud has a silver lining


winter is coming..

pretty picture..

g-dragon craze

diz iz a picpost. lots of 'em!

19" Jiyong. Ily.

I LOVE THOSE GLOVES AND I LOVE SEOGUN'S HAT. i didn't approve of him cutting off his long sexy (/drool) hair but with the hat on it looks quite cute.

i actually didn't notice he had that in his mouth until i saw hq_bigbang@livejournal's layout header, rofl. what is that, anyway?

CHU! ;*

this had me laugh so bad. those two are so much love. JSMining heart G-Dragon xD and lmao i think that's hongshi doing a V in the background, his eye looked really freaky so i cropped it out lol. oh and i LOVE Sungmin's haircolor. i hope he'll let his hair grow out now. i really miss his awesomesmextastichairstyle.

LOL @ Seogun's cute pose and Sungmin with that flower in his mouth.. so cute. :'3 oh and i love Jiyong's jacket. it makes me happy.


only cause i found Sungmin having braids in his hair hilarious.

/end of picspam




ugh.... such a slow day. been watching Transformers 2 and sorting my image folders.. oh and i watched Spirited Away last night. went to bed at 3. mom wanted me to go buy some stuff but i was too lazy to bother. i need to shower, rofl. haven't showered for a week + ... /yawn.
wow i just realized downloading in Wyzo is a lot faster than Firefox. 1.0MB/s (!) from Mediafire. (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) o_o amazing. absolutely amazing!

....... fucking headache.



found this in an open wordpad document.. /yawn. ep3 plz.

watching first episode of sg-u.. omg imma love this
i love eli already.
"can i get some pants?" xD
OMG DANIEL JACKSON. he's so hot. /drool
chloe.. name noted.
omg... life-support system failing. nightmare x_x
mind playing tricks on me. ah. confusing when they cut scenes like that.
"mathboy"? ah. lame.
gosh, that guy's so hot. for his age. :x don't cry!
BOOM! scary x_x omg shaking
"reset" sounds sexy. shit i need to redl SJ's latest album. press the reset..
anger management issues? idk how that's written.
boom boom boom boom boom omg sexy booms
i don't get what eli's talking about. i feel dumb.
/kicks young YOU'RE STUPID
oh my shiny
galaxies galaxies galaxies.. shiny shiny shiny
gogogoogogogogogogogoogogogo hurry!
i wonder what's in that bag?
boom boom
holy shit the whole planet blew up
PENTAGON! i wanna work there :D
yay sam is aliiiive...
pretty ancient ship.. just needs some polishing *-*
"don't touch, just look" i bet someone's gonna push some button..
LOL that ghost hunter ad scared me x_x
uh oh...
"we gotta at least open a few doors.." "do we? do we really?" xD
"red is usually bad, isn't it?"
LOL indeed.
if that got repaired though it would be sooooooo pretty
united states' senator is a bitch.
"i don't recognize your authority" DOES ERIKA NEED TO SLAP A BITCH? SRSLY
all bitches -_- /slapslapslapslapslap
oh my. that's a leader.
dr. rush.. name noted. hot old man.
i need to peeeeee..... a bit.
only 35min left T_T i can't wait for next ep already
gosh... she's really a bitch.
he's a bitch too -_-
elevator! wee
shiny flying thing! weeeeeeeeeeeeee
yay, he's paralized. no more troubles from young!
woooooo a flying camera
eli's smart
"do you want one?" "it's not a gumball machine, eli" LOL.
ok a bit creepy right there ah
"flying camera ball, i'm calling it a kino" or ceeno or cemo or whatever
ewwwwww what is that
such a wuss
DON'T TAKE THOSE STUPID PILLS D: GAWSH <- mom taking the same pills.. she freaks of paper cuts or if the cat scratched her..
ah good girl. took those pills away from him. :D
acid... D:
"we're all gonna die" /kicks
UHOH. OOPS. gosh. that was scary.
roflmao that's freaking super hilarious
i love you eli.
exactly. period.
20min left.. waaa
i like you, sir.
i do not like you, bitch.
senator armstrong is kinda... wtf?
senator, i love you.
aw..... sad. T_T
holy shit. ._.
speaking logic. sounds shitty. but still true.
-_- /kicks young very super ultimate hard
wow dr. rush knows his priorities
nosebleed. ._. random.
ridiculous, indeed.
what's happening? x_x
dr. rush is right!
dr. rush is smart
i want an icarus badge.
peetime. then ncis time. no more notes. /yawn


11246.) Sometimes I wish I had an eating disorder so I could get rid of all my body issues.



/yawn... boring day. woke up around 1pm, been watching 90210, Medium, Ncis etc.. i feel lonely. :( it's not like me. weird, mhm. i ripped a bunch of CDs today. i haven't listened to Lovescream in so long. i missed 쉿 so much. i can listen to that song for hours and hours and hours on repeat.. it's amazing. tablo is amazing. i think i'm gonna order his book.. might need to cancel my Aion subsription if i don't get money soon. 100sek/month is expensive. HA. i never thought i'd say that.. but it's a lot for a game. i really want Epik High's new album as well, but i don't think i can afford it. the book alone is 174sek.. oh shoot, i really need Eternal Morning's album too. gawd. i really can't get enough of him. hm... oh whatever. i'm ordering the book and [e] from YesAsia now. i'll wait to order soundstrack to a lost film.. argh. now i'm stuck looking at the bestseller list. -_- so tempting. ok nvm. getting Your Pieces, [e], [e] poster and a Shin Hyesung poster for free rofl. i don't even like him.. but why not? the poster's pretty and.. i'll just go dl his album and i might like him.. lol.

yay. ordered. estimated arrival on october 18th.. can't wait!



ha.... tired. had some driver problems earlier. had to yell at mom to get my laptop so i could dl drivers for the wireless adapter for my dekstop.. lol. it was tiring. been installing a bunch of programs. now downloading tons of stuff.. need to catch up with my tv-shows. :/ i want faster internet! holy shit house just finished downloading omgomgomgomgomg


in case is lose my plurks..

http://www.megaupload.com/?d=LH2407ZP old pics 06-07
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=K08WJ0WW lazy bin 07-08
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=VCSF3J57 JSMining pics
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=X63GQ1X0 gifs
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=5MFS0Q21 more gifs
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=3ACVRAP2 081227 vids with kornelius. 1gb+.. need premium account -_-
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=G7S2QG4X 090817 vids


found this in an open wordpad document.

i don't have arial black on my computer. i'm amazing.
alt + arrow key (in textmode) = love
i ran out of tutorials. /cry
it's 4.22am.. i'm kinda tired.
but dunwanna give in to bed.
but imma do that anyway.
잘자 /waves

i really need to fix the audio on my computer.
my last.fm is starving! D:

öhm.. i've been a bit annoyed the past two days.
been reading blogs too much. came across a lot of school-stories and grades and ugh..
i regret dropping the IV-program. i give up too easily.
i'll never have grades to be proud of. :/ i'm about to cry, lol.
so pathetic.



VAR JAG UPPE HELA NATTEN :D underbart! saknat det. bara sitta och läsa bloggar och se på tv. jag somnade typ vid 6, och vaknade sen vid 1. dammsög (1 eller 2 m?) hela lägenheten (dansade runt till super junior m's super girl.. xD), rensade ur kattlådorna och lekte med Ai. det är ju sjukt komplicerat. ._o men tutorials step by step finns ju. underbara tutorials.. haha.

och Dollar fastnade i mitt täcke idag. det var gulligt. han kröp in i lakanet på nått sätt, och sen hittade han inte ut igen. så han gnydde sådära supergulligt för att jag skulle hjälpa honom ut, haha. underbara Dollar.. ily :*

mini-plantan som Jun gav mej när han var här har dött... /cry. jag är ett sånt misslyckande! jag lyckas aldrig hålla växter vid liv. och att det var han som gav mej den känns ju inte bättre. för faen.. jag önskar jag kunde flytta till singapore asap. avståndet tar livet av mej.


oj. jag insåg precis att det är oktober. hej oktober.
oktober är en fin månad. :)

tove östman in maj hart!

ursch. ursch ursch ursch. jag hatar millimetrar, centimetrar, metrar, kilometrar och mil. jag vill se på film hela natten. med min älskade pojke. som bor... hur många mil härifrån? /googlar

öhm. ~9655 km.
är det typ tusen mil? ._o jag har ingen aning.

men iaf. karolina och tove ägde idol ikväll! är så förälskad i tove. hon är så söt. :) och har en underbar röst. karolina är ok, men inte direkt min stil. men det är ju helt klart dom två som går vidare till kvalfinalen imorgon. jag röstade på tove, haha. tror jag kommer hålla på henne under hela säsongen.. kommer inte ihåg att jag haft nån favorit direkt sedan de tidigare säsongerna. har nog bara röstat ett par gånger.. men hoppas hon inte vinner denna säsong. seriöst! man ser ju aldrig mycket av vinnarna efter idol. men tvåorna däremot.. haha. men. öhm. omg hon måste ju ha en blogg. eller hur? hon tycker ju om att läsa andra bloggar. ("fjortisbloggar, dom fascinerar mej" lul) men hittar ingen.. google google google. OMFG HON HAR EN DIANA. OMGOMGOMGOMOGMOMGOMG. jag älskar henne.

nu räcker det med svenska.


there's puss coming out of my belly button. it smells. D: anyways. i couldn't sleep last night. i think i was awake until 3am or so listening to music. i slept until 2pm, haha. i think i'm starting to slip into my hibernation-phase :D yay, that time of year. staying up all night doing whatever, then sleeping all day. i miss last winter. ah. hurry up, snow!