it's funny how you can hit such a low and then you just shoot up^. i'm quite the happeh. :] blasting some skrillex and enjoying the moment. i'll be fine and we'll be fine and we'll be together soon and have the time of our lives. i'll get over my issues. i'm not booking that appointment tomorrow. screw it. i'll be happy. just need to put some effort into trying. :D livskraft!