yes let's blog in the mornings. not that i have anything to say. and there my bread popped out of the toaster. just making sandwiches for lunch today, leftover pasta isn't my kind of thing. also my mother seriously needs a hearing aid. bag is packed, heavy. not sure what's so heavy though. probably my digital camera. yes, i need it. also two moleskines, murakami and lunch. remember to buy something to drink. i need to leave in 15 minutes. i really do not have anything to say.. not too nervous about today. not anxious at all. still there's something in my belly. let's blame it on Tolga. "make friends!" uuuuuuuuuuuugggggggghhhhh..... k off to brush teeth.