eh

o<-< i learned a new smilemoticonthing today.
i'm banned from bts' blog because tistory's an ass and i feel shit because i wanted to leave a nice comment.
i failed two exams this semester.
i have three exams in one week in january.
i'm going to die from anxiety and things are basically poop.
but tomorrow is the semester's last lab and we're playing with ions and colorings and crystals and we're making a chemical garden I AM SO EXCITED and am dreading the labreports. i still didn't finish last week's report. and i have two reports to revise. and i'm basically shit what the hell why do i get paralyzed from depression and anxiety. getting things done shouldn't be hard? fuuuuckkkkkkkkk.

sigh anyway zion.t.