Aram Chaos

more genocide please

there's no tomorrow until you come back

it feels weird with Tablo being in YG. i didn't think at first it would have a great impact on his stage presence, but it feels like they decided to rely more on props during the performances of "Bad" and Tablo acting according to expectations. if that makes sense. it doesn't feel real and raw like it used to with Epik High. i'm disappointed. amazing performances, of course. but it lacks a bit of Tablo. we came to love him for his bluntness, his rawness and the fact that he lets us into his own thoughts and feelings. he's more real than anyone else in the Korean entertainment industry, mainly because he writes and composes his own songs, based on his experiences and emotions. this staged "drama" doesn't feel true to how we know him.

biophilia

umumumumum

eyecandy and earcandy. best combination ever?

i've been too low lately. PMS has been getting to me the past days. weird dreams. i installed Windows 7 yesterday! quite exciting, i like it a lot. but sadly my PC is still as hopeless. there's something corrupt with some techything which makes my PC crash while running TERA, which is rather annoying. i've also been having issues with my Razer Naga drivers, so i can't use it properly. i haven't been able to fix it so it's in a box right now. i can't play MMOs without my Naga since i'm a noob. frustrating since i just recently payed for a month of Aion. ordered the last clothing items for winter. ended up with hair elastics instead of a bracelet from H&M. i don't know if i care enough to return it, i wanted to cancel the order anyway so.

other than the past days which have been chaotic, life is been nice. i need to read a few pages of Sophie's World for our philosophy class for tomorrow, i also have only a few pages left of Eating Animals. i don't miss meat at all. i ate a few slices of ham a while back. i used to be addicted to that stuff, but now i've lost the taste for it. fall break next week. i don't look forward to it. getting out of routines. i've been away from school too much as it is. also, i bought Tablo's new album on iTunes. i forgot to backup my iTunes music folder when installing Windows 7, of course. and re-download of previous purchases isn't available in the Swedish iTunes store. i have the files on my phone, so it's not a big deal regarding the files themselves. but it's absolutely shit that they tell you that you can re-download it, you buy it, and then you don't get what you pay for. you look shit up, find the fineprint and go. oh. should count as false advertising, seriously.

on a more positive note, today we went to Aquaria with the class. it was fun. it was a small place which was disappointing, but the animals were fascinating. took a few pictures on my cellphone that i might post later. but while the guide was feeding the fish, i couldn't stop wondering how the fish felt being there. i mean, it was a small place. i'm sure it was quite similar to their natural environment, but it just seemed too small to me. and something i read somewhere kept bugging me, about aquarium and zoo animals not being fed like usual to make them more excited when the guide comes to feed them and etc. i don't know if that's true or anything, but it was just in the back of my head all the time. but they seemed well-kept and the staff semed great, so i'm sure they're fine.

ugh.

V838 Monocerotis

love is so bad

I need an airbag before I crash into the colossal sadness that is coming my way.

Do people lose themselves because they don’t have a home or a path to walk down? Or is it because even though they have many places to go, there is not one person waiting for them there?

Daniel Armand Lee is one of the most amazing beings existing on this planet. i can not ever get enough of his ingeniousity. is that a word? lol

let us all unite

enlightenment

best snsd performance ever

I CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF IT. EVER.

life is beautiful

pepp pepp pepp

ailee

WHEN THE FUCK IS THIS AMAZING WOMAN DEBUTING?! skhfkshfkhfsd

GRAIL

i never get bored of watching these launches, they're just as scary and awesome everytime. :)

sometimes i want to disappear

너 한눈팔지마

너 한눈팔지마~
다른 여자 보지마~
나만 나만 바라봐~

sojin is so cute. and hyeri is so cute. and minah is so cute. and hyeri is so cute. 미쳐hey! 미쳐hey! SO CUTE.

사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 주겠니

looooooool. such a mix of spice girls and just plain wrong. i would kick their stylists' asses if i could. at least the song is decent enough. the choreography is awesome. mostly because seeing nicole and hara shaking their hips like that makes me a little bit nuts. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

having a crush on song jihyo. i just know when this song/mv is released in full i'm going to bawl my eyes out. fucking fuck. JYJ are so amazing, have to admit i don't feel bad about TVXQ splitting since i never really liked yunho and changmin's voices. + all my favorite members in one group ftw. they better come to Sweden soon.

fintliv

positivt
första skolveckan avklarad. trivs.
57 dagar till höstlovet.
ett år den tolfte. what a ride.
söta flickor i sötaste korta frissorna.
ska nog färga håret i helgen till någon rolig färg. säg inget till pojkis.
jag har ännu inte tröttnat på gotye.
jag vann senaste tävlingen på TERA EU forumet. sommar kit. sparas till nästa år?
orkade köpa tops idag.
att ha pojkis och en vis will. hade inte klarat veckan utan dessa finfina personer.

negativt
jag heter inte anders. det låter finare att säga "bra anders" än "bra erika". undrar förresten hur det är med anders som jag var kär i i ungefär hela mellanstadiet.
katterna har börjat väcka mig ungefär 3, 4 och sedan 5 på morgonen.
min aptit är helt borta vilket resulterar i skippade luncher. säg inget till pojkis.
familjer som vill förstöra för sina (vuxna) barn. vad fan är det för fel på er?
verkar inte som att höstlovet kommer spenderas med pojkis. men för helvete, människor.
fånen är konstig på senaste tiden.
18 dagar sedan vi rörde vid varandra. döööööööör.
har endast orkat dammsuga mitt rum under hela veckan och ingen tvätt har tvättats.

helg. jag tänker the fountain och sängen och inget mer. är så underbart när man sitter i tunnelbanan och lyssnar på soundtracket och man bara exploderar och ögonen rullar bak i huvudet lite. dör osv. gåshud bara jag tänker på det. täcke, katter, te och film.

bronte